For all those I’ve made promises to and never kept – it was not deliberate but I will "improve" in 2010.

· Those that I owe lunches, movies, night out , etc…, I’ll fix that as well, I’ll make time . For sure.

· For those that have supported me and made me smile through all my hardships…I salute you! halaala.

· For those I’ve disagreed with, argued with and just never got along with……well, I’m Sorry!!!!!!! Let’s try again next year.

· Those that I’ve hurt…..unintentionally/intentionally….I’ve already apologized "I’m Sorry" again…

· For those that stuck a knife in my back the past is all forgotten…. forgiveness is the best revenge MAYBE!!!

· For those that have let me down…..oh well…. I should have known better

· All the true friends that I have: you ROCK!!..Awesome!

But all in all, you guys have made 2009 a great year; I wish you and your loved ones prosperity, good health, wealth, happiness, greener pastures, abundant blessings,

· And Oh!! a wonderful festive season.

May 2010 be the year you achieve wonderful things in God’s guidance and strength.

MAY GOD BE WITH YOU……….BE BLESSED!!!!!!!

I wish you were with me, to wish you happy birthaty, to give you another surprise, to …….

I know itz just a dream.. I know my wishes wont reach you there.. But still “Wish you Happy Birthday” in advance.

Happy Birthday Dear

When my friend told this story, I felt some sort of feelings in my heart, may be because I remember about my friend. So I thought will blog it.

Life Is So Uncertain and you have to face it. Friends, family, lover, Happines, sadness, laugh, cry, pain and alltogether called life. If anything happend which make you sad, you can say “Fate”, just to make you feel that itz happend not because of you or simply to feel better. Do what you like to do(but it wont affect anyone else), your true might be false in some other’s view.

I love blogging

Then I created a new site, but at that time, I didn’t found any free hosting. Then when I was doing my B. Tech 3rd semester, my friend Sumesh created a webpage in Yahoo geocities. I was our vacation time (Study leave actually, but both are same ) and I was so excited. It was like one of my dream come true, God, I got a free web hosting . I spend that full night for my website and I updated to the server in the next day morning.After that I found lots of other free hosting servers and I created a site such a way that the each files are spread over different servers.

Then I learned about blogs, and created a blog at blogspot.com. My main goal was to improve my communication skills, English language etc. I got a lot of friends from my blog. One day, from Kalesh Kumar, I came to know about Malayalam blogging. He invited me to the Malayalam bloggers community or boolokam. At that time, there were only few Malayalam bloggers and I was the youngest Malayalam blogger . It was a nice time, talking with real geeks, malayalies etc etc.

In 19 June 2006 (World Book Day or loka vayana dinam), most of the Malayalam news papers topic was about Malayalam blogging and boolokam. Manorama, Madhyamam and Mathrubhumi reported about my friend Cibu (Working in Google)- developer of the famous Malayalam editor Varamozhi and about boolakam. And for my surprise, Madhyamam’s report started with my Malayalam blog, with my photo (Hehe, not joking check out these posts http://arunmvishnu.com/malayalam/?p=199 and http://arunmvishnu.com/malayalam/?p=200 ).

When I completed my 6th semester, I went to Trivandrum for my project, and then I didn’t get much time to blog, especially Malayalam blogging.

Last year I bought this domain and web space from one.com. But due to some personal issues, I didn’t get a chance to work on this. And now I decided to setup everything asap. I transferred my domain to GoDaddy and bought web space from tvmserver.

The modification of this theme is not finished yet. I have to work on placing my feeds and the category listing, sms alerts, favicon, portfolio, logo and different theme options for visitors etc. Did I miss something? I think I can finish these things in 2-3weeks (if I didn’t get late night work )

If you have any suggestion, please let me know. Thank you so much in advance

Me and my group head Nishanth- Cartoon By Jithin

Our flash developer – Jithin created a cartoon about me and my group lead Nishanth.

Nice work Jithin (Pani taram :-p).

December 19th, I was trying to watch a movie. No..no  mood for that. Hmm.2008. only few more days for the New Year.  So.. This is the time to look back and .. actually this year I don’t have any memorable happy moments.. but i have a lot of memorable moments. Some of them was the wonderful moments of my life. But now it is hurting. 

January and feb.. a mix of good and bad things. But after that.. many sleep less days…and some days I slept more than 18 hours. Many medical leaves, chickenpox, minor accidents..lost friends.. broken dreams..  Well.. I wish to delete this year from my life. But.. I think all the incidents happend in this year is the result of the things that I have done in my previous years. So deleting this year may not work. Hmm.. anyway my previous years were wonderfull..

All these things happend in this year is may b for my good or may be for my bad. But now itz ; Only time can prove that. Compared to the other incidents I have faced; this year I faced 1st failure in my life. I want it to be the last. Past is past.. Thinking about the future.. Hmm.. I can’t predict. I wish for a happy and prosperous year… But still I am scared about some special days of 2009. Red or black days of my 2009. 

I wrote this on 19. Then didn’t get time to post. Now @ home, on annual leave. Installed Ubuntu in my laptop. Now installiing other applications. Want to download the updates and installation files. Since I am using BSNL Dataone connection, the free net time is 2AM-8AM. So all the big downloadings are done during that time. So have to wait 30 more minutes to start. Now let me select which all applications needs to be downloaded… Mainly codecs, dev applications. Ok.. byee

Now I am in my home… sitting alone in my room.. bit bored.. reading news, blogs , office mails etc. Looking outside.. itz raining.. flashing good old memories.. 1 year before..

6: endu chyea.. onnu vegam type cheyunundoo…

AM: da kanna u der?

Sr: hello dear..

K: hii

Aha Ellarum ethiyallo…den invi 2 join in yahoo conf:.

Yes…im chating with my friends.. All night i used to chat with my close friends.. all laughing..screaming.. small small fights.. i never felt alone or bored in those days..

Now all are busy. .. Chennai, Bangalore etc.. in different locations.. Late night works, deadlines.. When we all will meet again? Hmm.. Never. .. Never again.. they will.. but i am out. .. itz hurting me a lot. No fights.. no pinakkams…All are in touch..mails..messages.. except one.. something happened between me and ____. We were very close…. but something happened. .. now we are far away.. or we forced to move away.

Tears in eyes.. i wish i could go back..But yes.. no delete button or backspace in life. Changes are inevitable. Past is real and the future is dream. ..

Itz sad but true that, the worst pain in life is when someone you “KNOW” turns in to someone you “KNEW”.

Miss you all….